This is a nearly true account of my own depression. The real version, the one that I recorded in my blog, is that a black cat had saved me from my own attempted death. I am still suffering from trauma over the incident, mostly because I hate cats and I think God was pulling a cosmic joke on me of some sort at that time.
The song is "Nothing Can Be Explained" by Mike Wyzgowski.
And yes, I am still depressed. There are lots of things... lots of inexplicable things... that I can't actually describe as to how they disturb me. End.
Channel: People & Blogs Uploaded: September 14, 2006 at 9:30 pm Author:amelhanan
last week i start smoking marijuana and Yoga training
ssaphire1(Monday 1st of December 2008 12:34:18 AM)
Ok I been reading through these comments and I see alot of people talking a lot of shit about people with depression or mental illness. I have bipolar disorder I was diagnosed at 19 and had depression since I was 14. If you dont have depression or bipolar you will NEVER EVER understand what we have to go though on a day to day basis. I'm not gonna get mad at you, I'm not even gonna aruge back with you, what I will say is I hope you get depression or bipolar. You've been Jinxed, welcome to Hell.
tolima123(Saturday 29th of November 2008 05:48:09 AM)
whats the song?
TomRaphaelWolf(Friday 28th of November 2008 07:17:24 PM)
Help yourself.
Thats all you could do really. (Not trying to be rude, I have been depressed myself a few times). But thats the truth.
amelhanan(Friday 28th of November 2008 12:04:27 AM)
No problem, SoldierNOTMartyr... I already blocked LoveTruthVeryMuch on a democratic basis. Apparently LTVM is not popular with everyone else either.
It is human nature to cry when sadness or depression sets in one's heart. I pray your situation turns for the better. Maybe we'll find our own miracles this December. Thanks, SoldierNOTmartyr, and I wish you the best of luck too.
