xbwaybaby123(Wednesday 26th of November 2008 09:47:13 PM)
Great fucking job keeping the anonymity of N.A.
PeaceProfit(Tuesday 7th of October 2008 07:27:35 AM)
Bottled
Clasping its coolly deceptive exterior swallowing a soothingly smooth liquid flower drowning shame sinking fears prolonging suffering looking now through dull glassy eyed anger unable 2 fight the terrifying vertical embrace of this hoax hostage 2 a slick hypocritical bite a singular self destructive impostor absent of pride bottled & discarded upon the decaying heap of social misery forever shrouded in a life of poisonous mist between center & balance bound only by threads we weave.
PeaceProfit(Tuesday 7th of October 2008 07:26:55 AM)
Smoked
Held in the misty cold grip of veiled death, the beauty of he'r soul struggles with the callous demons of addiction, caught between life and living, nerves growing shorter and shorter as the cravings relentlessly itch and dig their deep hollows through he'r personal life, controlled by the seductive force of fear, imprisoned by its will, as the dark shadow of slow insidious death, smiles from within the smoke s'he exhales . . .
specialprancer(Tuesday 30th of September 2008 10:32:32 AM)
Beautiful yet tragic video. Well done.
duhduhduhda(Thursday 28th of August 2008 08:31:24 AM)
ive been slamming dilaudids and oc 80's for about three years now and i'm about to go into rehab for the first time does anyone have any suggestions or insight
iv'e withdrawn many times before but i could only stand it for a day or two at most
im absolutely terrified of whats gonna happen
will they give me methadone or suboxen in there?
if anybody knows anyhting plz respond
and plz no religion i dont want any christians ramming jesus down my throat
stevesilvia(Thursday 28th of August 2008 01:26:07 PM)
duhduhduhda, many places now offer medicine to help with the pain and the withdraw. Ultimately, you have to take advantage of the help till your body is past the need. This need will always be in the back of your head, but as long as you no longer feed it, it will remain silent. Good luck. Remember, there are a lot of new meds out now that help you get past this.
Deebo3419(Saturday 6th of September 2008 12:51:40 PM)
It requires a spiritual solution. It doesn't have to be Jesus but a God of your understanding is necessary for long-term recovery. Addiction and alcoholism is a symptom of underlying problems which require effort on your part to change and that includes discarding your self will in favor of a higher power. It works.
Research your rehab choices. Specifically ask if they are a 12 step indoctrination center. There are few non faith-healing rehab centers- but that's what you want. Suboxone would be ideal along with good therapy - not necessarily group therapy. And yes, I am a doctor.
BullhornGuy(Saturday 20th of September 2008 06:40:04 PM)
I feel your pain. At my worst I was on 48 mg dilaudid (12 4 mg tabs)per day and 100 mcg fentynal/2 days and 8 mg/day Lorazapam.
I lost my life. Today, after 2 years and many sleepless nights, I am drug free and have my life back and then some. There is hope.
My wife took two months off of work and we looked beyond ourselves to God. It was minute by minute at times. We used no substitutes. You must have support. Weaning little by little worked for us.
